Elaine's Testimony
Kneeling with me to say "night, night"
prayers, my mother tucked me in with the words, "If you are a good girl,
you will go to Heaven. So you try real hard to be a good girl."
Determined to get the Heaven, I prayed every
morning that God would help me be good. Usually before 10:00 a.m. that prayer
went unanswered. Not understanding why I was so mischievous, I tried appeasing
God by reading the Bible, praying, attending church, and living a good life.
Spiritual things always interested me. I wondered
why God would send His Son to die on the cross. When I asked my Sunday School
teacher that question, she answered, "Jesus was at the wrong place at the
wrong time, and they killed Him." Wow! I felt my only hope for Heaven was
to be good and not be at the wrong place at the wrong time.
Setting a course for my life, I watched all my
dreams come true. I married a wonderful man, he made more than enough money, we
had two beautiful children, and lived in a house I never dreamed would be mine.
Happiness was my lot in life, so why did I feel so empty? There was something
unfulfilled in my heart and I did not know how to fill it. I continued to read
my Bible, pray, and go to church.
Busy raising a family, I didn't think much about
Heaven until the doctor hit me with the news, "You are pregnant." My
mind burst in all different directions, from ecstatic euphoria to numbing fear.
For medical reasons doctors had warned me my last baby should stay my last baby.
Fear overtook me as I realized I could die. I wondered, How good do I have to
be to get to Heaven? Am I good enough? I knew the answer. I looked good on
the outside, but my insides would never be acceptable to God. I realized if I
died I would go to Hell. My perfect world fell apart.
No longer empty, my heart was filled with fear. I
needed help. Heading to Hell, I visited different churches in search of
spiritual guidance. Sitting in the pew of the Rome, New York, Christian and
Missionary Alliance Church, I found the truth.
I could never be good enough to go to Heaven. The
Bible says all have sinned. Jesus wasn't at the wrong place at the wrong time.
He willingly died on the cross to pay the penalty for my sin. Belief in Jesus
Christ is the only way to Heaven. A month before my son was born, I stood at my
kitchen window and prayed, "Dear Lord, I can't do this myself. Please
forgive my sin. I believe Jesus died for me, and rose again on the third day.
Thank you, Jesus. I give my life to You. Do with me whatever You please."
He pleased to do great things. Immediately, my
heart was filled with joy. The emptiness and fear were gone. Now, when I read
the Bible the words weren't just letters on a page, but alive with meaning. My
husband rededicated his life to the Lord and we began attending the Rome
Christian and Missionary Alliance Church. Our son was born healthy with no
complications. I joined a women's Bible study and was discipled. Two years after
my conversion, my husband and I were called to ministry during a service at
Camp-of-the-Woods under the preaching of David Howard. Four years later, Dan
entered the ministry as a Pastor with the Christian and Missionary Alliance.
Bringing non-Christians to a knowledge of Christ
and leading Christians into a deeper walk with Him is my passion. For 24 years I
have participated in and led women's Bible studies. God has used me as a keynote
speaker and seminar leader at district-wide retreats and conferences,
Pastor's wives retreats, Mother/Daughter banquets and MOPS meetings. My husband,
Dan, and I have developed ten marriage retreats presented at churches in New
York, Pennsylvania, and a denominational summer family camp. At the request of
Christian and Missionary Alliance Missionaries, I went to Gabon, Africa to teach
Vacation Bible School to missionary kids. Dan and I also travel annually to
Europe to speak at a conference as a Pastoral Care Couple to missionaries
in the Balkans.
During a sermon on the parable of
the talents God called me to write. He spoke to my heart that my devotional
writings were doing no good buried in my file cabinet. I thank Green Key Books
for being a part of God's plan for me and publishing Splashes of
Serenity: Bathtime Reflections for Drained Moms (2005) and Splashes of
Serenity: Bathtime Reflections for Drained Wives (2006).
I gave my life to Christ in 1980. The beautiful
house was sold, money was budgeted, the marriage flourished, and the children
thrived. My once-empty heart remains filled with Jesus, and I'm on my way to
Heaven! Hallelujah!
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